1 Week Away

Hello I am finally back! I went to Michigan for 1 week and didn’t bring my laptop with me. I have so many thoughts and things I need to write about it is crazy. I guess to start off I will write about my trip.

The night before I went to Michigan I went out with my buddy Chris again. He drove all the way to my house from Fort Campbell. It was at least an hour away. We went to the movies to see Non-Stop. It was a really good movie. But I forgot all about getting on an airplane the next morning. So it wasn’t the smartest of ideas to go watch a movie where everything that could go wrong on a plane does. Then, we went Downtown Nashville again. First, we went to this restaurant called Margaritaville. I only ate some of the appetizer because I didn’t have much of an appetite. I ordered a mixed drink and we actually had a good conversation. It felt nice. Next, we went back to the club called Throwdown and ordered 2 bud light beers. It was funny because he said, Wanna Dance? So we went to dance and just stood there for awhile. Basically, we didn’t drink enough yet. I have to be drunk to dance haha. We went back to the bar and he ordered two Vegas Bombs. They tasted alright. We danced there for about an hour. I kept trying to get him to show me some dance moves but he wouldn’t. I was “that white girl in the club” making up silly moves. I didn’t care. I just wanted to do something more than shake my ass all over him. Anyways, it was a fun night. I don’t feel like going into all the details, I will probably write more about it later on.

The airplane ride was absolutely incredible. I was nervous but really excited, I had a window seat so I was able to see everything. It was so beautiful, words really can’t explain it. Once we got high enough in the clouds, all I could think about it is how heavenly and amazing the view was. I wish I would have been able to get some pictures. I would recommend everyone to fly at least once in their life. It really is worth it.


After last week, I will never say I hate Nashville again. I stayed in a small town, technically a village, called Roscommon in Michigan. It was really cold there, down in the 20’s in the day and some nights were even in the negatives. Almost ever time we left the house, I wore two pair of pants, two pair of socks, multiple shirts, gloves, a hat, a coat and boots. It was too much cold for me. I was excited at first because I have never seen so much snow in my life or the amount of icicles everywhere. It was interesting to be in a completely different climate but I am happy to be home, back in the 50 degree weather. Nashville’s weather is never the same. One day it is cold, the next day you could go swimming but at least it isn’t always cold. There was one fast food place, Mcdonald’s which made me sick as hell the only time I ate there last week. I abandoned my healthy diet for that entire week and my body is regretting it. A gas station including the liquor store in there which blew my mind because that is unheard of here. They had one grocery store and everything was overly priced of course. It didn’t help that my bestfriend’s boyfriend’s truck was broken down so we could only go places in walking distance. There wasn’t a lot of things to do but we made the best of it even if it wasn’t with the smartest choices.


Last Friday night, I went to a blacklight party. At first, not that many people were there but then the house was packed by the end of the night. It was fun, I danced with my bestfriend Amanda some. I also gave here little brother a birthday dance because I thought it would be a nice thing to do. It felt really awkward because he was 18, I didn’t know him, and he’s my bestfriend’s brother, that makes it weird. But maybe it made his night, who knows? I played beer pong, but never drank any beer. I suck really bad at that game, good thing there wasn’t any beer in there. I was looking for a hot guy to dance with, maybe make-out with for the night but I couldn’t find one guy at the party that was attractive. Whatever. All week, we got drunk and smoked. Weed is something I said I would never do again in my past blog but in all honestly I don’t see anything wrong with it as long as it doesn’t dominate your life or screw things up. Of course, I am going to limit it now that I am back home and may even do away with it altogether. I really do not know yet. Put it this way, I won’t be spending any money on it.

I had two anxiety attacks while I was away. The first night I couldn’t sleep, I was really hungry and I felt so alone. I didn’t want to wake my friend but I finally did. I also didn’t want to go in the kitchen because I was in a stranger’s home. I think I got dehydrated because I drank like 4 glasses of water. Lack of sleep plus change and drinking is never a good combination. I finally got myself calmed down and I was able to fall asleep at like 7 am. I don’t even understand why it happens to me. It never lasts long. Maybe 10 minutes of me not being able to breath right and feeling zoned out of this world. The next one happened, one night when her and her boyfriend got to arguing. We were riding in his car because it was finally fixed. Me and her were super drunk on Parrot Bay and was having a super fun night talking, taking ugly pictures together, and dancing. He let her drive, and I was sitting in his lap when the argument happened. I don’t know, we drank too much because I was sitting on her lap too at first. Anyways, I started crying after I had to break them up. It was too much for me to handle. Drinking in driving is never a good option but out there, nobody is around and her bf was good to drive but just bad choice in general. When we got back to their place, I was still uneasy and nervous. It probably lasted for about 30 minutes that night.


I could write so much about this trip but I am going to seem it up into one blog. I enjoyed my time with Amanda and seeing her beautiful daughter. I didn’t like that fact that her and her boyfriend argued the entire time. I also went to a Casino for the first time in my life. That was interesting but I was broke so I didn’t have any money to waste. Fun times and I will always remember this trip. One week of not giving a fuck about anything and just living it up. Probably made some bad decisions but no regrets. We have pictures, videos, and inside jokes to remember this time. You can’t always worry about stuff, sometimes you just have to go with it, right? Now, it is time to find a job, start eating healthy again, and sign up for a gym membership. Let’s see where my life takes me!


9 thoughts on “1 Week Away”

  1. I used to like plane rides until I took a plane ride to Brazil. It was like a 10 hour flight. Nothing worse than not being able to sleep. Miserable. The air is thick, smells like ass, and hardly ever comfortable enough to get into a comfortable position.

      1. I’m glad you had fun, though. It’s not fun witnessing a couple argument, but it’s a part of relationships sometimes. I wish I could hear a couple arguing, so it could remind me on why being single is awesome. LOL

  2. “Right now.” Thinking realistic! I like it! No matter how ready I’m gonna end up being for a relationship, I know there’ll be a certain point where we get into an argument. However, how we handle it is going to make a huge difference! Still got till next January to figure some shit out, though. I’ll be ready for whatever a relationship throws at me.

    1. Yeah I hate how lonely I feel at the moment but I just have to keep pushing through. I’m sure once I get my life back on track. Everything will fall into place. It’s sad reality that things hurt this much just because of love. Relationships are a huge deal to me now. I used to pick whoever was right in front of me but that’s some serious shit. You really have to think about who you are going to share your life with. It won’t be easy but I know we will find someone and hopefully it will be worth it.

  3. We gotta be selfish. Any kind of flaw that we feel is going to have an effect on a relationship is something we should consider. Never settle for something that you KNOW is going to be a problem; that was my mistake. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. It’ll be worth it though as long as we keep fighting. I got my mom’s forgiveness, I got a new car, and now I just need to get back in school. Already 2/3 of the way there. I know you will get there too!

    1. That’s exactly right! I am too nice and caring. That is great but that is also what has always gotten me hurt. Glad to hear that, I knew you would get her forgiveness. Keep pushing for #3. I’ll ttyl because I’m so tired.

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