I wouldn’t take back any of the days that we spent together.I wouldn’t wish my life any different than it is right now.
Yet I find myself thinking if only the moments we lived with one another were longer. But I can’t ponder.
I must go on each and every day and learn to leave those who walked away.
They always seem to find their own stealthy way to creep into the cracks of my mind.
Between the holes in my wall I continue to build up so high. Soon I’ll be hearing the words they used to say.
Holding back the tears I try not to cry. I must not let these thoughts consume me.
Although the pain feels like needles running through my veins. I have to remain in the here and now. But how?
There is no way to completely forget the love I gave to you. Remembering our past is becoming a difficult task.
The life we made will only continue to fade. Even as time flies by I still question why?
Decisions you made will forever be yours to own and it’s not my fault you never picked up the phone.
Maybe you’re a little too lost to understand yourself maybe I’m too far gone to care.
The reasons you left will always be yours to hold. Our future we planned will never unfold.
This is your fate that you planned. Goodbye. That date is craved on our conscious for the rest of our lives.
So every time i start missing you, it wasn’t me it was you who was through.
I gave you my all and you watched me fall. I must never regret feeling any of the emotions
I felt for you because at one time they were true.
We must live and learn. Love and forgive.