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Justice is Engraved in My Soul

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Justice is engraved in my soul. I want to fight for the greater good for all of humanity, because I take everything so personally. It hurts me to see people suffering in any kind of way. I’m very emphatic and I’m still learning how to embrace it. I can’t shake this warrior energy. Even when these feelings leave me in the dust and feeling “shattered”, I have faith that I am meant to bring upon change to this world. I believe that those low times will enlighten me; show me charity. Even if I just inspire one person or make a small difference, that is enough for me. I will always stand up and seek those opportunities for equality and balance, whether that is me ranting online, protesting, meditating, writing, etc. I thrive for love and peace to radiate through my entire being and shine upon those who are in the dark. I am here for you friends; always.

Allow your light to burst into this existence!
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Enlightenment is Evolution

I am walking around an environment surrounded by many different structures varying in size and color. Suddenly, feelings of confusion and alienation come over me.

Where am I?

Looking down upon the ground, I see black pavement and pale sidewalks. Looking around me, I see other human beings, but I don’t think they see me. Stopping now, I observe their faces.

The sounds of many feet hitting these man-made surfaces seem to grow louder the longer I stand still.

Worry, Stress, Anxiety.

I feel it now.

The energy lingers in the air, as they pass by me with their tunnel vision.

Their minds aligned to the next destination.

Their focus on the next deadline.

Their minds on an imaginary clock.

Yet their awareness; empty.

I wonder where are they going and why won’t they look into my eyes?

Analyzing the huge signs in the air, I ask myself, who are these images and words for?Why does their messages make me desire something outside of myself? I feel like I am suppose to be listening, but I can’t comprehend. Are those letters talking to me?

I close my eyes to remember the last place where everything made sense.

I smell wooden trees and fresh plants. I feel the crisp air and the bright sun rays my skin. I hear the sounds of the leaves crunching, music playing, laughter, the birds singing, and the whispering of the wind. I feel the softness of the grass and the hardness of the dirt upon my feet. I see other people and they look at me radiating with light.  I remember who I am…

We hug, we dance, we talk, we sing, we eat.  

Connection. Unity. Freedom. Love. 

Back to the our essential being.

Allowing ourselves just to be.

To simply live in this existence without any obligations.

I’ll never forget how the embers of that fire danced with the night sky. 

Clarity. Peace. Serenity.

Where are those sensations? Where are those people? What is this place? How can this be where I call home?

Wait…

These people are the same; they just don’t know it. They don’t realize their true power. They are not aware of the loving energy radiating deep inside of them. They are distracted by social conditioning. They are filled with false judgments and complex misunderstandings. They are consumed with their egos and far away from their souls. They don’t know who they really are!

I must shine my light upon them to wake them up.

I must pour my love on them and heal them.

Enlightenment is evolution.

I am the messenger. The light worker. The peace keeper.

I have to tell them that this isn’t the way we were meant to live.

It’s time to tell them the truth…

This place wasn’t designed for us, it was designed by a select few.

Society is nothing more than a prison to keep us in debt and enslaved to a system that will never benefit us. These people trick us into believing that we need the things we see around us. Constant remainders that we must always have something bigger and better than ourselves, because we aren’t enough. We know we don’t want these things, but they persuade us any way.

Materialism and Capitalism are our biggest enemies.  

They have manipulated us to believe that we must do certain things, say certain things, and be certain things. But I am here to tell you, that we must not listen to them anymore.

Turn off the television. Quit listening to the radio. Think for yourself.

The hardest part is accepting that everything you ever believed is a lie.

To finally understand that this is reality is an man-made illusion.

They may be the controlling this game, but you have the choice whether or not you want to play.

If you throw in your cards; their whole world explodes.

When we come together there will be nothing standing in our way.

We must welcome this enlightenment, unite together, and evolve as one.

Do you feel that?

Your heart is beating and they can’t feel you.

Do you hear that?

That’s your thoughts and they can’t hear you.

What are you doing?

That’s your actions and they can’t see you. 

You are in control; never submit. Take back your power by remembering who you are.

All Thought Is Creative- The Powers Of The Mind

THIS TEXT/VIDEO IS NOT MY ORIGINAL THOUGHTS. I AM WRITING TEXT FROM THE VIDEO BELOW AND INCLUDING MY OPINION AND THOUGHTS ON IT. BE AWARE. I DO NOT WISH TO CLAIM ANY OF THE INFORMATION AS MY OWN. THANKS ❤

I listened to this video like last week I believe. I can’t seem to get the message out of my head, because it is in my opinion accurate and very important. I have been on a journey to find love, peace, and happiness within myself as well as become a positive person. Upon discovering this video, I feel as if I have a greater chance becoming that person, which is a HUGE relief. I just wanted to come back to my notes and share them with the world with hopes that someone else could be has fortunate as I am to have been exposed to this information.

I feel as if the material in this video, I already had floating in my head for sometime. It really helps make those thoughts more believable when hearing someone else speak them. I personally listened to this video twice and plan to read the book that it was based on. I can’t express how much this video has changed my life! Please take some time to listen to it and really understand the message that the speaker is trying to get across. He does such a wonderful job, it is entertaining and quite comical. I think you guys will enjoy this.

Below I have included notes that stood out to me as I listened to this video. 

QUICK NOTES FROM VIDEO:

  • LET GO OF OLD CONCEPTS AND BELIEFS
  • BECOME AWARE OF HOW YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS WORKS
  • BEGINNING OF ALL WISDOM IS REALIZING HOW MUCH YOU DON’T KNOW.
  • YOUR MIND IS IN CONSTANT MOTION AND CONSTANTLY THINKING-ALWAYS ACTIVE
  • YOUR MIND LIMITS YOU, DECEIVES YOU, FOOLS YOU
  • YOUR MIND IS THE GREAT TRICKSTER
  • THINK ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES YOU HAVE WORRIED AND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED
  • YOUR MIND WILL TAKE YOUR GREATEST FEAR AND PROJECT IT ON YOU.
  • OUR MINDS TELL US THAT THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN TO US, WHICH DON’T ALWAYS HAPPEN.
  • WE CAN’T BELIEVE WHAT IT IS OUR OWN MIND TELL US- OUR MIND LIES TO US.
  • WE BEGIN TO DOUBT OUR DOUBTS!
  • A LOT OF USELESS THOUGHTS ARE GOING ON ( FEAR, WORRY, ANXIETY, NEGATIVITY)
  • WE ARE LIVING OUR LIVES THROUGH A MECHANISM THAT LIES TO US- WE HAVE LOST CONTROL-
  • WE GAIN CONTROL WHEN WE AWAKEN.

ELIMINATE NEGATIVES:

  • YOU ARE NOT YOUR MIND
  • KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DESTRUCTIVE AND CONSTRUCTIVE THOUGHTS.

THREE STEPS TO ELIMINATING NEGATIVES:

  1. CUT IT OFF- INSERT NEW THOUGHT TO REPLACE NEGATIVE THOUGHT.
  2. LABEL IT- WHAT IS HAPPENING? IT IS ONLY A NEGATIVE THOUGHT. (DON’T GET CAUGHT UP IN IT)
  3. EXAGGERATE IT – INTO RIDICULOUSNESS –
  4. COUNTERACT THE NEGATIVE WITH THE EXACT OPPOSITE

**NEGATIVES ONLY HAVE POWER OVER YOU IF YOU REACT TO THEM!!**

  • NEGATIVES ARE PSYCHO LEECHES WHOM GET POWER FROM YOU.
  • IF YOU SEIZE TO REACT= NO POWER TO NEGATIVITY
  • ITS YOU VS YOUR MIND!!!
  • BEING AWARE OF THE TRICKSTER-YOUR MIND-
  • YOUR MIND DOESN’T KNOW!

**YOU CAN’T ALWAYS BELIEVE WHAT YOUR OWN MIND TELLS YOU BECAUSE YOUR MIND IS THE GREAT TRICKSTER!**

LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE

  • EVERYTHING IS MADE OF VIBRATIONS OF ENERGY
  • THOUGHTS, EMOTIONS, ETC CONTAIN ENERGY
  • YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MANIFEST.

*EVERYTHING IN OUR LIFE IS MADE UP OF TWO WORLDS*

  • INNER WORLD: THOUGHTS, REACTIONS,BELIEFS
  • OUTER WORLD: CIRCUMSTANCES, SITUATIONS
  • UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN INNER AND OUTER
  • WE GET OVERWHELMED WITH THE OUTER WORLD
  • WHAT HAPPENS IN OUTER RUNS AROUND IN INNER, BECOMES CONSCIOUSNESS= NO PERSONAL POWER
  • MOVE PAST REACTION INTO PERSONAL POWER
  • LEARN TO UNDERSTAND THE TWO WORLDS
  • EACH WORLD HAS ITS OWN REALITY
  • HAPPINESS/FEAR DOESN’T EXIST IN OUTER WORLD

*LAW OF CAUSE AND EFFECT

  • EVERYTHING IN OUR UNIVERSE IS GOVERNED BY LAWS
  • YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF THE EVERYTHING HAPPENS TO YOU
  • YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE!
  • EVERY SINGLE EXPERIENCE, ACTIONS, THOUGHT= RESULT IN ENERGY AND VIBRATION- CREATES OUR REALITY-
  • LIFE RESPONDS TO YOU BASED ON YOUR ENERGY AND VIBRATIONS,
  • WE ATTRACT EXPERIENCES TO US.
  • WE PRETEND OUR LIFE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH US.
  • YOUR LIFE IS A REFLECTION OF YOU!!!

 

Discover Yourself

Do you ever feel as if your life is out of your control? Maybe you don’t even know who you are anymore. You may be living your life day to day feeling as if there isn’t a meaning to what you are doing. You may even feel like you don’t want to be alive and that there is no point to life. Are you experiencing feelings of self-doubt, hopelessness, anxiety, depression, emptiness, loneliness,stress, uneasiness, nervousness, or tension? Do you feel like there is something missing from your life, but you can’t seem to figure out why or what could be causing you to feel this way. Have you ever considered that you should take some time to yourself in order to figure out what is going on inside of you?

I felt this way for many years and I had no idea what could possibly be wrong with me. I felt scared, alone, and out of control for far too long. One way I filled this void was investing my life into someone else’s. I thought that I needed to be in a relationship with someone, so that these feelings would subside. When I was going through these emotions, I didn’t even realize what they were. I honestly didn’t realize that what I was doing was completely toxic and unhealthy. I have been consumed in different relationships with several guys throughout my life. It didn’t occur to me that I didn’t know who I was, because I was distracted by the relationship with them. I didn’t think about myself, or the things I wanted. I didn’t have any personal goals. I had no clue what self-improvement even meant. By being addicted to the feeling of being in love, I was distracted from the truth. I was completely unaware that by putting all my energy and focus into another person, I would develop co-dependency issues. I didn’t know that one day, I would be left so extremely heartbroken, that it would cause me to be physically sick for months.

How did I allow myself to get attached to another person in a way that completely destroyed me? By not taking time to myself. I didn’t realize “I” even existed. So, when that day came and my world as I knew it fell into a million pieces, I had to discover myself. I had to figure out exactly what I wanted out of MY life. I had no other choice but to come face to face with myself. I was a stranger to my own soul. I never had a relationship with myself and didn’t have any knowledge of where to start. So, I started writing and suddenly everything started to make sense.

I have learned more about myself in the past 2 years than my entire life combined, because I have spent time alone. I was in a place previously where I feared being alone. I didn’t want to sleep in the bed, go to the store, or go anywhere for that matter by myself. I was so dependent on another person being around me, that when the time came for me to be alone, I had no clue how to act. Now, I crave solitude. I believe it is critical to living a for-fulling life. You have to be able to understand yourself, love yourself, and create a relationship with yourself before you could ever do that with another person. This is something I didn’t understand nor did I feel like I was capable of doing.

Being addicted to the feeling of being in love, is not an easy cycle to break. Honestly, I don’t think I will ever break the cycle because I enjoy being in love, but there is a difference in my mentality. I understand how important it is to take time to figure out exactly what is going on in my head, in order to fathom the thoughts I am thinking. Also, during this time I can observe my feelings and understand why I am feeling a certain way. In my past, I didn’t take time to understand my thoughts or emotions, so I felt lost and vulnerable all the time.

You must understand that taking time to yourself is not an option. It is not something you can just decide you are not going to do. It is not something that should not be taken lightly. It is highly important you set aside time to reflect on your life. Then, from there you must understand why you are experiencing what ever it is you are going through. You must decide what the best for you. Now, this is where it gets tricky, because doing what is best for yourself is not always going to be something you want to do.

To sum this up, I strongly believe that when you spend time alone, you awaken your soul. You have to really listen to your thoughts and be gentle with yourself. You are not perfect, you are flawed. You have made mistakes, and will continue to do so. It is your responsibility to learn from your past experiences and set yourself up for a bright future.

By taking time alone, you will be able to focus on what it is you what out of your life. Don’t put anyone else in the picture when you are thinking about your life.(If you have kids, this doesn’t apply to you, because obviously you have to take their lives into consideration. Do not include significant others.) It may be hard, but know it is necessary for you to do. Once you remove all attachments from your mind, you will be left with just yourself. During this time, figure out what it is you enjoy doing, and what you would like to do more of. Start making goals and plan to do things that are going to benefit you. Whether that be going to the gym or playing your favorite game. You decide what makes you happy and nobody has any right to challenge you on that. Once you practice taking time to yourself, you will feel awake and aware. You will feel like a completely new person and the person you have been previously will no longer exist. You will be reborn.

I must emphasis that having a relationship with yourself is the most important part of your life, because once you discover who you are, you will feel a new type of happiness you could have never imagined before.

A New Path

The Law of Attraction simply says that you attract into your life whatever you think about. Your dominant thoughts will find a way to manifest.

I just finished watching the documentary called, The Secret, about the law of attraction. My mind is completely blown. I decided that I would practice the Law of Attraction, and see if it would apply to my life. I already see how I have some things I have always wanted to have because I believed in myself in the past. So, therefore I already have proof it works. Now, I have to let go of all the fear, worry, stress, and doubts. Simply, be in the moment, show an attitude of gratitude and think about what I want to happen.

Everything is becoming so clear to me. I have arrived at the destination I have been wanting to go all my life. This whole personal journey has been to reach one ultimate goal: To be happy. Even before watching the film, I could feel big changes happening within myself, because I decided and chose to be happy. I have been happy, every day that I chose to be. It is really is that easy. All I have to do is believe that I will be happy and it will happen.

If I want to have a good day, then I will have a good day. I am going to only think positive from now on. I am letting go of every single worry and diving into the unknown. Honestly, worry, stress and overthinking doesn’t change anything. If I put all my energy focusing on what I don’t want to happen, then surely it will happen. If I switch my thoughts to all positive and let go of the negatives ones, things should continue to go my way.

I’m not saying I can’t, what if, or no to any situations anymore. From here on out, I will only look at the best outcome in every situation, no matter how small or big. I will be grateful for my life and every little thing in it. I will not get down about anything, but simply tell myself that things will get better. If I reprogram my mind to see the good in life, how could I ever end up unhappy again? Depressed?

Right now, I feel limitless. I feel like I can do anything I want to do. I feel like I can have anything I want. I feel unstoppable, all because I believe good things will happen to me. Therefore, the key to happiness, is letting go of all the negative in your life and in your mind. Do not live in fear, because there is nothing to be afraid of.

Anyways, I am experiencing a brand new journey down a path of enlightenment with one goal: To find pure happiness. I am going to practice being in the moment more often. I am going to set time aside to write down what I am thankful for and what I want to happen. I am going to be more aware and awake in my life. This changes starts NOW.

Here is the beginning of being happy and letting go of all the negative in my life.

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